TIME REFERENCE



My whole life I’ve been always very impatient, to the point that if something didn’t happen in a very short time – hours or days at most – I’d force it to happen personally.
This brain injury has forced the change of my time expectation because it’s been too many years that nothing happens when I want or expect it to.
I’ve been wanting and trying to walk for 6 years but since I’m still on a wheelchair I’ve had to accept that even if a 2 years old can do it, I can’t expect to walk very soon, no matter what I do to regain this ability.
What’s positive about this change in my ‘time reference’ is that I don’t want nor plan to terminate my ex-wife’s lover, I’m just focusing on 6 years from now, when my son Brent will be 18 and Giorgia 16.
I’ll be “midway in the journey of life” as Dante says in his comedy, or 54 with at least 30 more years of life expectation, in case that selfish unethical lover will still be around I’ll do what God will inspire me, my marriage was in a Catholic church and what God unites no man can separate, even legally so since the lover did separate my Godly union, his own are the responsibilities and consequences.